diet pills?!?!

sign ups for philo orals was today. i figured since sign ups was going to go on for a week, i'd have a slot for a wednesday or tuesday or something. so i didn't go to school early. instead, i went at 2 in the afternoon. when i got there, there weren't any slots available!!! except monday! i have a freakin' paper due on monday. and i have a final exam for pulan that day as well. argh!! i just wanted to pull out all my hair or cut my hair short again! yes. when i am frustrated, i feel the need to cut my hair short or whatever. i'm a psycho. so shoot me.

i dont even know my standing in some of my classes. i just want to cry! argh. the stress is killing me. the stress is so much that it's manifesting itself physically. last week, i barely had enough sleep. i did all nighters for god's sake. so now, the parents are accusing me of taking diet pills! because of the way i look! what the fuck! taena noh! i don't take diet pills. and yeah. i haven't been eating cause i've been too busy worrying about studies and running around the freakin' library and the chinese department looking for material bout my damn paper on filipino chinese literature. sue me!!!!! you want me to get back into yosi and all that?!?!?!

i'm so pissed and stressed i wanna cry... i have a paper due tomorrow and i can't get past the plot cause the book thingy is like a freakin tele nobela!!! never ending twists and turns and drama!!!! ang haba haban. i've already reached six pages and still stuck in the plot! ayoko na.

the family's leaving for cebu tomorrow with my shobe who is going to celebrate her birthday. i feel so left out and wala.... this year bombs.

and what's this i hear about other alatness????








save me...