feeling state

still awake doing my report on western literature. oh man. this sucks.

i went out with my cousin a while ago. went drinking to celebrate getting hired by a company. galing nya anO? so of course, i had tama. my cheeks were pink and well, you know the rest. i went running after that. became high from the endorphins swimming around. you know what they say. natural high. haha.

so after showering, started chatting. had to finish my application form for celadon. sobra pataps. i answered the wrong questions. CFA and cultural affairs should not be next to each other. so i wasted around thirty minutes. tangina. basta sabog. i hate it when my hard work goes to waste.

my stomach's grumbling right now. it friggin hurts so much but i refuse to eat. must lose weight. must LOSE a lot of weight. just in time for bora! yeah!

anyhow, argh. brushing teeth and gargling mouth wash doesn't really have any effect. i can still smell the alcohol/taste it. ugh. and it's one thirty in the morning.

spilled some iced tea on euge a while ago. bata thinks i like checking him out BUT in reality, i was looking at his arm. ken gave me a major guilt trip. harrowing experience. she said bata had some nasty looking scars on his arm because of me and that ano ba yan? i'm so evil la di da di da. so when i saw bata a while ago, i was looking at his arm! i so wasn't chekcing him out. i swear. that guy has got to minimize or lower his confidence level. before you know it, you're in some sort of state of self denial/deception. in your own world of "that person is checking me out," kinda thing.

i'm just kidding, abet. you know i luv ya!

but seriously. and why was he so hurt about the whole who's more gwapo thing? uhhh, excuse me? you are not really a guy for us girl logkadas? baket? do you look at us as girls? i don't think so! i.e. kate = chinese name is ma chu man. hahahah. yeah. very funny. everyone's laughing. heh.

cut pulan's class for ken. you so cannot call me a WAF na ah. booooo.

finally chatted with chess. fiama ah. gotta speed things up. and cebu? going there after finals week.

gotta get back to primitivism. and how civilization sucks.